@JavierMartinez895 theres doubt to everything in the horrid world, we just got to look for something to look down on. The only way to look up at yourself and feel taller than everyone is to look down and make them feel shorter than they did before. Not everyone is like that, Sometimes people look down on their old selves to look up at themselves now, though the new isnt always better. yes i've stopped self harm, yes i know thats the old me, but the old me had such far more less-doubt than i do now. you see how i act, faking my smile and laugh at certain times. you and another person are the only people who realize i'm faking for the sake of no one asking. but there's always going to be questions. I hate questions. i you know how i am. heh. not everyone gets to know an antisocial girl very well now and days.
but yes. theres doubt in everything in the world, like NHK, If there was a god, he's evil..
