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I wonder about myself sometimes. 

I’m dealing with so much shit right now 

I feel like I’m going to break down crying 

BOO

How do I tell someone that I don't like what they're doing and how do I tell them I want to stop being their friend?

I might not be on in a while, child protected services I'll be at our house in a few days? So I'll be cleaning my house a lot. I'll be safe though, hopefully.

I'm finally going to get therapy again, we haven't had it since around 2019 or 2020. well, Wednesday is when we go, I'm scared because the person we used to go to won't be there that day so we have to talk to an entirely new therapist. 

I find It weird to see juniors or seniors dating freshmen. It's so fucking weird! You're like 17-19 dating someone who's 13-15. 

almost broke a bed. 

I'm bored so, how did you find out you were lgbtq+? (you don't have to answer. And if you are not lgbtq+ please don't reply.) well, I'll start.
          
          I've always liked women, but I was raised in a Christian family and it was very toxic toward LGBTQ people. (mostly my father's side was homophobic). And due to living in that environment, I was told to not like women, and that I had to like guys. My mother pressured me to like guys when I did not seem interested in them one bit. We have dated men before. The worst mistake in our lives. And when we were very little, we would ask our mother and sister if we were female. And they replied yes, and I remember saying “I don't think I'm a girl... These aren't girl parts?” “I don't want to be a girl...” and they told us that we were a girl. At one point I thought we were a guy, but no. I don't like to identify as a guy, I hate being referred to as one. And then we found other labels recently but right now we use agender/nonbinary since our gender identity switches between the two. And then due to our identity crisis, we were scared of identifying as a lesbian because we're also aroace. And because we dated men in the past, and were scared someone would say we can't identify as a lesbian because we dated men in the past. I hate men, I don't like them, they make me uncomfortable. I can try to be friends with one, but it's hard. 
          
          But anyways who knows we might find a label that will stick with us but right now we identify as Agender/nonbinary poly? aroace lesbian (there's more labels but you would have to check on our pronouns carrd + we are thinking we're poly)