It all started in third grade.
I've always been shy..
But it was in third grade when I completely closed off from everyone.
I don't know exactly how it happended..
And why it happended.
I just recall that I started barely ever talking to anyone.
Yes..
I didn't talk at all..
For five years straight.
Now I am in the eighth grade
And I am still like this.
Nobody understands me,
Exempt for God of course.
But other than that..
Nobody infact really does.
And I know most of you aware probably
Wondering what it's like to be in my shoes..
But trust me..
You don't want to know.
Unless you want to be lonely
Every single
Day,
With nobody really there for you.
And nobody around.
Because I have zero friends at school..
But the friends I do have live far away and i Barely see them.
All my cousins have moved away.
All of my family are far way.
And the family I do see,
Which are the ones that live in my house,
Are drunks who waste their life away on drinking, smoking,
And drugs.
My older brother is in the hospital.
My sister is far way.
My stepdad has horrible anger-issues.
My mother doesn't really care about anything
And is extremely lazy.
All she ever is doing is watching TV or playing on her iPad.
Seriously!
No one can ever pry her from her iPad!
I'm really not trying to complain
Here..
I just want you all to know more about me that is alright for people to know.
And I'm just tired of being
Lonely,
I'm tired of the life I live,
And I want everyone out there that's going through hard times that
Every little thing is going to
Be alright.
God will make sure of this.
Because remember people..
Life might seem really long sometimes.
But trust me..
Life is short.
And remember that this earth is just out temporary home..
Live life the real and right way which
Is living for God.
And always be the person God wants
You to be, yourself.
And to all those out there struggling.
Just remember and know that your not alone.
Thank you!
