saveme1800

Hey friends! I know it’s been ages since I’ve posted but I’m writing again and cross posting Adventure Awaits to ao3 and tumblr within the week. I’m not leaving WattPad for good or even at all but with the new restrictions on smut I hesitant to continue in the direction I was going in. 
          	
          	On that note, I’ve unpublished the last two chapters in Adventure Awaits because I decided I didn’t like the course it was going on and decided on a new path for Alice. Of course the storyline is the same, just adding more angst because I wouldn’t be me without it. 
          	
          	Have faith in me or don’t I’m not your boss. 
          	
          	Ta ta for now! 
          	
          	-SaveMe1800

SkyePiperWrites

You can do it!
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BangtanArmies

Hello! Thank you so much for adding Survival to your reading list! Have an amazing day~!

BangtanArmies

@saveme1800 oh I just realized you’re the same user from AO3! XD And wow, you’re already on chapter 7 of part 3??? You’re crazy fast (°▽°) nah I love comments so don’t hesitate to blow up my notifications! I’ll respond to all of it! <3
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saveme1800

I included popcorn emojis but they don’t show here sadly
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saveme1800

Haha yea I saw on the YouTube videos you had a WattPad so I jumped on and added on here too! When I get completely finished on ao3 I’ll come back here and blow up your notifications with my annoying comments I can’t make in ao3  I expect it to be sometime soon. I’m on chapter 7 of book 3 now
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saveme1800

Hey friends! I know it’s been ages since I’ve posted but I’m writing again and cross posting Adventure Awaits to ao3 and tumblr within the week. I’m not leaving WattPad for good or even at all but with the new restrictions on smut I hesitant to continue in the direction I was going in. 
          
          On that note, I’ve unpublished the last two chapters in Adventure Awaits because I decided I didn’t like the course it was going on and decided on a new path for Alice. Of course the storyline is the same, just adding more angst because I wouldn’t be me without it. 
          
          Have faith in me or don’t I’m not your boss. 
          
          Ta ta for now! 
          
          -SaveMe1800

SkyePiperWrites

You can do it!
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saveme1800

Just a general post. 
          
          I, like many, suffer from depression and anxiety and a bunch of other mental illnesses. 
          
          Recently, as in a month ago, I started taking antidepressants. They help a lot, but my creativity has slanted slightly. 
          
          I wrote for the first time in awhile the other day but it was only a paragraph. I plan on forcing myself to finish something a part this week so....anyways....thanks for listening. 
          
          Long story short- updates are coming albeit slowly. Thank you for your patience.

BangtanJadeFox

@saveme1800 it’s so funny that I happen to stumble upon your status update now.
            
            I haven’t been formally diagnosed with anything but I am aware that I might struggle with very crippling anxiety at times which triggers mild depression. It can last a day or sometimes many days. Just the middle of last week I got knocked down by a massive bout of depression triggered by anxiety over a job application. I know that I will not get the job but I applied anyway (I currently already have one but wanted to try for something else) that sent me in a downward spiral and so I haven’t updated anything in a week even though I had all the best intentions to do so with the tripple updates which I am still so very excited to bring to you guys. 
            
            Sorry for the lengthy msg but it is comforting to know that I’m not the only one this happens to.
            
            Sending lots of love ❤️ !!!✨
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Joonies_noona

@saveme1800  I'm right there with you. I haven't been able to write anything more than crude outlines for months. I just can't focus. I'm not medicated (though I should be - I've just been scared to go to the doctor), and I'm struggling. I had a really bad panic attack last night. It's just so much right now. Just remember that it's okay to not be okay, and you need to worry about yourself before stressing out about readers. I've had to let my readers down on HOC because I just can't sit down and write anything. If they care about you, they'll still be there when you're ready. My DMs are open if you need a shoulder!
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GalaxyDefend3r

You know my inbox is open if you need a stranger to vent to. I know it can help go have someone who is completely unbiased to listen to you. I hope you are doing well.
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ChasingMyDreams613

What's the story behind the name saveme1800? Your about says you've had it since 2003. I am just curious. Share only if you are comfortable. Stay safe. Take care. ❤

ChasingMyDreams613

:D :D
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saveme1800

@IamaLadybird well it was better than my quizilla name which was like good Charlotte fan forever or something
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ChasingMyDreams613

@saveme1800 And you stuck to it for 18 years. Now that's commitment. :D
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saveme1800

I literally updated all of my current books. I’m feeling exposed at the current amount of effort I put into all of them. 
          
          The piece I posted in short stories is my Namjoon piece I was working on. I decided to just make it in three parts and published the first one today. I’m very tongue and cheek so instead of parts I called it arts. (Insert pity applause here.) Please look forward to an update on that in the near future. 
          
          
          I also added two prompts that need a good home if anyone wants them. 
          
          AND I updated Adventure. 
          
          I don’t think I’ve ever been this active before. 
          
          I don’t know, someone give me head pats. 
          
          Thank you and always I hope I didn’t disappoint.

shesoldbutcute

@saveme1800 soft head pats
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pandehobium

*pat pat* good job author (: always happy to see your updates!
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