mar❤️

my life is a shitty teen movie 120%

ella mayo you’re drunk and talking about killing yourself and guess who’s on the phone with you
          
          not her
          
          but when i ask what’s wrong you tell me you love her and she was being held by someone else tonight and it hurt you. 
          
          i want to scream in your stupid face that that’s exactly what you did to me. worse. that all those words you sent to me must’ve meant nothing. 
          
          but instead i comfort you, and tell you she’s not worth it and that you’ll be okay. 
          
          i fucking hate you. 

i feel like my life is happening and i’m just watching

i’m the poster child for r/im14andthisisdeep

i don’t know why it feels so good
          i just like it 

i miss the old me

twirly dresses paired with pastel vans
          
          nights of tears and dark red blood
          
          giggly nights and streetlights
          
          a lighter held, just one second longer
          
          me and my friends walk in a squad
          
          cause we’re all so insecure ‍♀️

seven billion people
          experienced this day
          in a million different ways
          
          and that fact alone is utterly terrifying and awe inspiring

my lighter is my best friend what do i name it

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