@sayreadsfanfic then I talk about how certain things annoy me (OCD) like, everything has to been an even number, I absolutely don't do germs, I'm not a huge germaphobe, but I cannot drink out of something someone has already used, and I talk about how when I walk up the stairs I have to count them, and it always has to be my left leg first, and my left leg is one, my right foot is two, so when I walk, it goes "one, two, one, two" on repeat, and when I walk up my stairs, it's "One, two, three, four" I hit the wall, "five, six, seven, eight" hit the wall again, "nine, ten, eleven, twelve" and because it's not an even amount of steps, at the top, my left goes first, and I go "twelve steps"
Does that makes sense? I can't tell