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And I just feel so so so bad for the few number of people who is still waiting for my next update. Even if there aren't much of you guys, I just feel so bad. I am so so sorry for being irresponsible and I am so sorry to @DiscordInParadise because I haven't been active for MONTHS now. 

Guys I love When We're Us Again so much and I want to continue it so bad, you have no idea. But Idk when will I ever have the time to do so. I miss writing so much but I don't even have time to READ, let alone WRITING. But Idk for some reason I have lost myself in academics too much that I forgot my artistic views in life that every time I start to write something, it doesn't come from the heart anymore. And it's really pretty scary to lose something you love like this—especially when it's something close to your heart. That's what writing is to me. But I have no time at all. 

@DiscordInParadise aaaaaaaaaaahhh I miss yOU 

Am tired of life ndkskdksksk I'm too young to feel this way

I could honestly care less about what goes on with kpop fandoms having fanwars bc bro, I'm tiredT

Like I've been there when directioners and 5sosfam were fighting but I couldn't do shit because multifandom was in my blood even before kpop. And there was even that time when mixers and harmonizers were screaming at e/o but I was like,,,, 'fuq' 

Do you guys ever just feel like a grandmother in stan twitter and be like 'ahhh these kids are having fanwars again' 

@DiscordInParadise omg don't say that!! You're the bestest  

Thank you so much. I've just been going through a lot of things lately. And dw, you make me happy :) 

Thank yOu!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO I HOPE ALL YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS WILL COME TRUE!! And if you want, I can help you learn to love yourself✨