i hope you're okay hua, its very upsetting for me to know what youre currently feeling towards yourself oml- it's okay if you want a new start or smkind, i'll still support you.. but its completely fine if you dont want me to, if you consider not letting me know your new account ( T–T) i guess i do feel like that smtimes too but i sure do hope you'll feel much more easy in your new account, i'll miss you being active in this account tho. you're never disgusting, your written works are beautiful, and your overall account is great.. idk what made your rlly think of 'that', but i'm here, just hoping you'll feel better soon.. but go on, i'll respect your decision and wish you'll do great in managing your new account!