BRUHH i’m gonna cry, for real. i went to fix things and make life easier for myself and accidentally dug an endless void instead.
long-ahh story short, i got access to my old icloud account and decided to put all my story ideas in one place. so i logged into icloud, ms word, google docs, everything and combined all the story ideas i’ve cooked throughout my entire life. some only had the main concept, others had actual plot points written out and some even had chapters with whole storylines summarized into a few pages.
AND IT TURNS OUT I HAVE THIRTY-FREAKING-THREE BOOKS. THIRTY. THREE. i could write all of them, BUT HOW???!!
it does lowkey make sense. i got into writing (and coming up with stories) around 11 or 12 and it’s been like YEARS. a lot of it was super cringe, obviously, but a little editing and revision can turn trash into something not-trash.
BUT THE QUESTION IS: HOW DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHICH BOOK TO WRITE FIRST?!! WHAT IF I DIE BEFORE I CAN WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN???
and the problem with an overactive imagination (thank you dysfunctional childhood) is that NEW story ideas keep invading my brain and i CANNOT ignore them!!! i feel so devastatingly overwhelmed. i do not want to keep all these ideas to myself (no matter how unhinged and wild some of them are). UGHH WHY IS LIFE SOOOO CRUEEEL?
*howls into the full moon*
