Cruella

HELLO! i’m backkkkkk! not for long though, sooo much has changed, like, SO SO SO SO SO much omg HI! it’s been two years or something

i recognize ur profile from another story??

Not me attempting to copy and paste all of the copy and paste things and then slamming my head into the wall bc im doing tjis on my ancient tablet instead of my phone rn

Part two, 
          
          trigger warning: attempted suicide, mental hospital, self harm, depression 
          
          
          
          So i went,  i actually got admitted at 9 or smth, ( it was night) and i isolated myself for a day, then at the night i actually started talking to other people. i also found out i got covid, so i was in the covid section the whole time. I befriended all 3 people there. One girl whose name is a flower ( she was my best friend there) she is a year older then me and straight. A non-binary, whos name is a plant, and theyre pansexual, and the honestly the sweetest most relatable person there. they read ff, have wattpad, and is a artist. there’s also a guy, straight, with anger issues, and he’s pretty cool ngl. He killed his cat and broke the doors multiple times, but still cool.
          
          It was just us for two days, then someone else joined, and became my roommate. She reminds me of tracy from hairspray ngl. So yeah
          
          there’s more but i’m lazy rn
          
          so the food was horrible, it was basically a jail, and it made me more suicidal :). It was horrible, im literallt never gonna attempted just so i don’t go back. The only good thing is that i got two friends out of it, but i have to wait until they get out or get their tablet back.  so yeah that happened. i also scratched myself as a form of self harm, and they didn’t allow nail clippers .

hey so i have some things to say about my mental health
          
          trigger warning: Self harm,(Attempted)  Suicide, Mental hospital, depression
          
          
          
          
          
          ok so basically, i was doing good, really good, and on the 15th of may, 2022 i decided out of no where to overdose on my period painkillers. This happened at school, during my second last period. My heart was racing and i felt nauseous. 
          
          i asked my friend before hand if you can overdose on painkillers and she said yes, and once she realized what i was doing, she tried to stop me, but i took the bottle back. 
          
          Once the class was over, we had to go pray duhr, and the way to the masjid, my friend said she thought i took around *number* of and you needed *bigger number* ( i’m not writing the numbers so you are less likely to know how many you’d need  to take) so i didn’t take enough, and after we prayed, she went to me with tears under her eyes and said that her mom ( my hometown teacher) wanted me. And i went and she asked me, i avoided the question, and eventually i said that i overdosed. 
          
          she put me in the office, where i stayed for 40 minutes until my parents came to pick me up. She called poison control to see if it was fatal to me, and apparently it wasn’t.
          
          my mom came and when i arrived at my house, they talked to me about what should happen, and they decided i should go to the mental hospital. They called one, and they said i had to go to the ER.
          
          i went to it, stayed overnight, took a few tablet tests, and I had to go to a short term mental hospital. 
          
          i ran out of space so part two

i just posted a face reveal! i will delete eventually tbh, but yeah! i would link it, but i’m in my phone on the website so yeah! it’s in my reveals book!

Eid mubarak to my sisters, brothers, and in between! hope you have a amazing eid!

y’all my masgid/ school just released a video called , lgtbq a islamic pov on their app, and ima watch it, as a closeted abrosexual muslim, so wish me luck. If it says it’s haram, i’m gonna cry.

hi, im not here this often, but I am now so
          
          
          
          
          I just wanna say its my birthday today. that's it. and I get free cake and all. so thank you lol bye

we all know that claw machines are rigged, but i got a mini grey and black octoplush
          
          
          IM SO HAPPY OMG
          
          
          i wasted 20 bucks for it, but oh well.
          
          
          also, for fun im gonna give a description of my classmates
          
          
          Classclown: Loves biryani, always has food, loud, gets yelled at basically all day, the on out perosn form Bangladesh ( is that how you spell it?) and catchfraze ( bro how do you’d prell it?) is “ that’s racist” 
          
          most known girl in the school: everyone thinks we’re best friends, but we’re not, wants to be a doctor, mom is ela teacher for middle school, has 6 siblings, all of which go to the school.
          
          The “cool” one: Never goes without jacket, Person mostly late, friends with all the girls, boys continue to roast, Depressed, person i text the most
          
          the Weird one ( me) : always asked why their crying sounds like a laugh, openly suicidal, was loud at the beginning, but quiet now, OBBSESEED with books, never without a book, had good grades as child, but now really bad in most classes, exception being math
          
          that’s one fourth of my class lol
          
          
          i’ll continue latet