~A.T

Hey! Would you mind checking out my new story, The Choosing? It would mean the world to me! :) Thanks! :)

Oof it's 4:40 in the morning and I have to be up early today. It's my sister's birthday. Last night I told I was pansexual and stuff and she's been awkward around me. She's still mean and she has her moments with me but she's homophobic so ya know she just had to say "if you have a significant other that isn't a guy please don't kiss in front of me" like i'm not one for pda anyway and that's not all, she said "I think you're doing this because i'm homophobic" and I honestly couldn't tell if she was joking or not. 

Thank you so much for checking out Heartbreak Hotline!
          
          ~Jay

Guys you should really watch "boys in the trees" on netflix. I need other people to talk about it with. It makes me cry everytime but it really is a masterpeice. It uses lambs and wolves as metaphores for people in society and portrays it in this amazing plot. There is a plot twist at the ending and you really understand the characters and get attached to them. If you do end up watching it please tell me what you think about it because i'm genuinely curious about what other people think about this type of movie genre. Thanks! Peace✌

I just sat down and ate a bowl of cereal and my sister was at the table. I told her that when we go to 5 below i'm gonna get some makeup and she thinks i'm trying to copy her blah blah blah and then she started to hate on all the beauty gurus I was naming off to prove i'm into makeup and not trying to spite her and then she called james charles stupid and went on a homophobic rant and I was all "careful your homophobia is showing" and then she said that if i'm gonna do things she like then she's gonna start dance too. Let me be clear here when I say this it's my LITERAL dream to be a dancer and SHE thinks it's just my hobby so she wants to do it too. AND THIS IS BECAUSE I WANTED SOME MAKEUP FROM THE STORE. I can not deal with her. 

Don't you hate it when you like a guy but you also ship him with this girl he always hangs out with and they're really cute together?

Current mood: Bitch stfu

I'm currently trying to do my science homework rn. I'm horrible at science and I can't do it. I don't understand it and I feel stupid. I'm not gonna bother my teacher about it because he just received news that one of his old students passed away from cancer today. I don't what to do because I don't know how to do it. 

Hey

It's that time night again. The time where all that fake happiness fades away as you lie in your dark room on your bed with nothing to distract you from yourself. When you have no-one to talk to and you feel like crying but you won't because you bottle up your emotions. When no one else is up to save you from your thoughts. This time of night sucks.