I can't believe that it's already April. State testing is this week and next week. Then there's PAX, and I'll be out like a short vacation. After that, it's May and a small bit of June till summer. I'm going to be honest, I'm kind of scared. The responsibility of growing up frightens me, and I don't know what I'm going to do for my future. I know I shouldn't worry too much, but I'm scared. When school starts in August who am I going to be? Who will be my friend? Am I even staying? I'll have been here for two years in September. I don't know. Who will I be? What will happen? I guess we'll find out.