Idk what's wrong with me but-
1.ive been getting kinda dizzy after I stand up for a few seconds
2.i wanna do things really badly but have no energy to do so
3.most foods sound gross to me
4.unable to sleep even if I'm very tired I just can't fall asleep
5.unable to cry most of the time
6.wanting to be alone most of the time but I don't like being alone
7. Hallucinating/seeing or hearing things
8.feeling like I just really wanna hurt someone or just break something
9.feeling uncomfortable around almost all people
10.unable to express how I feel
11.only show love for most people (only friends surprisingly not even most of my family)
12.ive been hating physical love or being told "I love you" by family :/
So basically I love when my friends give me hugs, say they love me, just physical love and stuff like that but when a family member does it, it makes me feel uncomfortable idk why