Don't you ever look for a depressing ff that you can actually relate to? But you just can't because all the depressing ffs are about abuse and bullying? And since you never really been abused before, you're not able to relate any of the depressing fanfics? So then you just feel alone and like no one understands you because there's no ffs out there that's relatable towards your issues? And then you feel alone because you have 3 crippling mental illnesses which causes overwhelming emotions?
Because same-