Please!!! Keep me focused on my mission. I must stay awake until I am in his presence!!

1Hr ago I ingested 15gs of pure nutmeg. 
8 Clonazepam.
200mg of Benadryl. 
2g of mushroom pizza.
And a 100mg edible.

What are my chances I get a visit from hat man. Been invoking him all night. I have black candles lit and tobacco scented candles, and I have drawn runes on my wall that are enticing to shadow folk. I also put a coat and hat on a chair and I'm just sitting alone in the dark with Death Grips playing staring at it. I may also smoke some glass if I can't stay awake.