Schmetterling🦋

A thought for the day:
          
          I thought I had to explain myself,
          but then I remembered
          I don’t have to explain myself to you.
          
          - Schmetterling 

For everyone who wants to know how my story continues:
          
          Chapter 2 of Not My Shame is online now.
          Thank you to everyone who reads my words, even when they are not easy to read.
          
          — Schmetterling 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/410732241

To my readers,
          
          Could you maybe motivate me a little to write on my projects?
          
          Right now, I’m missing the strength for my books.
          
          It’s not because they don’t matter to me.
          They do.
          
          But sometimes it feels hard to continue, even when the stories are still inside my heart.
          
          Maybe I just need a little push, a few kind words, or the feeling that someone is still waiting for the next chapter.
          
          Because I really want to write.
          I just don’t have the strength right now.
          
          Schmetterling 

My new book “Not my Shame” is now online.
          
          This is not an easy story.
          It is based on true events — raw, painful, and honest.
          
          A story about trauma, survival, silence, and the question every survivor fears:
          
          Do you believe me?
          
          - Schmetterling 
          I just published " 1. Chapter " of my story " Not My Shame ". https://www.wattpad.com/1625436486?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=schmmmetterling

I’m working on a new book called Not My Shame.
          
          It is not an easy story. It is dark, honest, and based on something real.
          
          This book is about a night that changed everything. About silence, pain, courtrooms, memories — and the strength it takes to survive.
          
          It is not her shame. It never was.
          Not My Shame A true story. A survivor’s story.
          — Schmetterling 

Ein neues Kapitel von „Schmetterlinge sterben leise“ ist online. 
          
          „Trotzdem Liebe“ erzählt von dieser Wut, die nicht laut genug schreien kann.
          
          Von einem Herzen, das verletzt wurde — und trotzdem nicht aufhört zu fühlen.
          
          Manchmal hasst man nicht die Person, die gegangen ist.
          
          Manchmal hasst man sich selbst dafür, dass man geblieben ist.
          
          Viel Spaß beim Lesen — und schreibt mir gern, ob ihr dieses Gefühl kennt.
          
          Schmetterling
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406124150

Behind the Glass — Reader Question
          
          What do you think: was Erik her salvation — or her downfall? 
          

Kapitel 2 ist online. 
          
          Manchmal reicht ein Wort.
          Eine Frage.
          Ein Geruch.
          Eine Stimme.
          Und plötzlich wird es laut im Kopf.
          
          Dieses Kapitel handelt von Triggern, von inneren Stimmen und von dem Gefühl, gegen Gedanken kämpfen zu müssen, die sich viel zu echt anhören.
          
          Wer wissen will, was hinter dem Lächeln von Schmetterling wirklich passiert, darf gern weiterlesen. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/409541934

This chapter is one of the darkest I have written so far.
          
          It is about fear, violence, silence, and a girl who had to learn far too early how to look strong, even though she was already breaking inside.
          Ronnie is not telling her story to be pitied.
          
          She is telling it because some stories should no longer stay hidden in the dark.
          
          If you are ready to look behind the mask, then keep walking with her.
          
          But be careful — some doors do not lead back.
          I just published " Kapitel 1 - Comorbidity " of my story " Suicide Heart ". https://www.wattpad.com/1624180586?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=schmmmetterling

Kapitel 1 von Pretty Girls Don’t Cry ist online. 
          
          Es geht um ein Mädchen, das nach außen ruhig wirkt, sich anpasst und lächelt — aber innerlich alles analysiert, alles fühlt und viel zu oft zerbricht, ohne dass es jemand merkt.
          
          Denn manchmal sieht man hübsche Mädchen nur an.
          Aber niemand sieht, was sie verstecken.
          
          Wer düstere, emotionale Geschichten mag, darf gern reinlesen. 
          
          Euer Schmetterling
          Ich habe gerade " 1. Kapitel " von meiner Geschichte " Pretty girls Don't cry ". https://www.wattpad.com/1618663705?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=schmmmetterling