Sam :)

The weirdest interaction with my friends is them caring about me haha. Sure, I can vent to them via instagram or text, but the one time one of my friends came to my house (which is extremely hard because I live hours away from my friends) she rolled me up in a blanket burrito because I was sad
          So if you see this, its your sign to note that your friends do actually care for you. And they will do anything for you. And if you think they wont... they will. And if they dont stop to listen to you (when in the right headspace) then they dont deserve to listen to you at any time. 

That last post was 4 days ago? Whats up! Its 2 am and im regretting my decision to be awake!

Yo! I am simultaneously remembering to write and forgetting ti at the same time. Uhh sorry. I actually finally picked up the ballad if songbirds and snakes after purchasing it as my second summer reading book (HSBSBDB SUMMER READING) and its gooooooood so my star wars obsession is being dulled down by mrs. Suzanne Collins. 

i am currently working on the first chapter :D hopefully nothing happens! oh no, whats this? the possibility of me putting a lot of emotion into said character just to do something? how could this happen?

I will assure you, yes, i am working on my book. I have been on a bit of a star wars streak. What with the Mandalorian happening and i finally finished Rebels, i have a ton of thoughts buzzing around my mind. 
          Chapters are hard to write for me and currently, for school, I’m editing my final drafts for two papers (one that is 6 pages long, one thats 1k words long)
          My creativity has been stifled for a bit because of how much effort im putting into school, which i should be done with my finals on Wednesday (or before)
          Additionally, part of my costume for my character (who is the one I’m writing the book about) is coming in on Monday, so i just have to get her other costume pieces and then i can potentially put together a cover. I have no name yet, though I’ve barely written anything. I may put in a placeholder title, something simply like “Star Wars” for the moment. 
          Also a big shoutout to my brother for writing the entire prologue and helping me with how droids speak. 
          Oh thats another reason why I’m being slow. I have no idea how to write the droid. Thats my fault. 
          But, my Star Wars streak is not done! During the summer me and my brother started watching Star Wars media in chronological order (except the Clone Wars because thats got 7 seasons and we started it last December) so now we are moving on to Solo and so on. Hopefully watching the rebellion era will help me figure out how to complete my characters outfit. 
          Thats all!

Hey, you. Are you beating yourself up because you think “dang I have gained so much weight during lockdown” stop 
          I say that in the most loving way. Stop. okay, you have literally gone through an entire worldwide pandemic and have managed to survive with your sanity? Question mark? I dont know, have you? Thats for you to answer.
          You are so strong, and you have gone through so much this year. Cut yourself a little slack. I know some of your favorite items dont fit anymore, but for goodness sake, we’re going through a worldwide pandemic. Its crazy that we’re still functioning at the level we are.
          And I know that body positivity just doesnt get fixed like that. Have a little positive outlook though. Because you deserve it

Not gonna point any fingers, but somebodies already decorating for Christmas
          (Frantically attempts to cover snowflake decor)

No, no. I promise you guys. Im not (as) cringy as i was in 2017!
          (This is my attempt to be funny uhhh i dont think it worked but who am i to care?)

Cooking skills: level papyrus.
          
          "I just blew up a pot making butterscotch cinnamon pie."