schoolaltforbadkarmi

if i dissaper im  prolly not alive lmao

schoolaltforbadkarmi

is it me?? did i do something?? Is it because theyre 2 years older then me?? idk i just feel like its sometimes my fault, im kinda glad for Lauren, she made me feel better while i was sad! yay i /gen feel happy right now, although she can be pretty mean, she is actually super nice! :}

schoolaltforbadkarmi

uhhhhhhh kinda of a vent but i have this crush who wont stop talking abt theyre toxic bf and how he trearts them, and it just makes me super super mad, and when i give them advice they say no...or when i tell them to break up w him he still says no because "He needs help" like you do to?? wth, also he keeps talking about me but not really me but me?? like im a source jack from dsaf, i have DID, and he keeps saying how he misses jack and stuff, its not like i havent told him i was from source before, he knows, and it just makes me feel sad, super super sad, and makes me feel like im just, not me? is it my fault? is it becuase of how i act? or how i cant really spell that good???? idk. im just venting to myself anways because nobody will ever see this or know how i really feel :(