Many say, my biological origin is my fantasy since I drowned in the words surrounding us. I told them they weren't wrong. I was just escaping the bitter reality and found myself changing due to the letters on the sheets and pixels.

Maybe when I was younger, I read fanfictions, giving myself the gift to change the plots in my favor. Later on, I started to write my fantasy with difficulty since my hands weren't able to satisfy my vision and write my thoughts. Now, I am something between. I don't accept myself for putting my old stories on hiatus.

Tell them I wasn't here first, my thoughts of an alternate reality was.

- josh (x.mmxxi)