- h o l l s -

hey, thanks for following me! the book i’m currently working on is “my last seven days” it would mean the world to me if you’d check it out :) if you’re not interested, thank u anyways and have a good rest of your day! :) 

IT'S BACKKKK !!!!! (AND HOPEFULLY A LOT BETTER THAN BEFORE)
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/106115096

so. i'm back (ish). 
          quite a lot of stuff is going to be unpublished ready for rewriting. 
          and starting very soon there's going to be a new look serial sinners which is exciting (for me anyway). 
          and i'm hoping to be more active but i make no guarantees. ☺️ 

awww thank you honey x

thanks so much for the follow babe bless bless
          -m—

necessary things ...
          one. an apology. 
          i want to apologise for my inactivity for these past few weeks. i know people probably haven't noticed but i'm still sorry !! 
          two. another apology. 
          i want to apologise for the lack of updates. i can't promise an update very soon but i am working on the first full chapter of sentiment of death -- though i'm still playing with structure and character personalities but it's coming !!
          three. a personal explanation. 
          recently i've struggled to come to terms with little changes in my life that other people probably wouldn't have an issue with but has massively fucked up my routine and i don't handle my routine changing very well and my social boundaries and anxiety has been hugely challenged recently and i'm still a bit up in the air with it all. and to top it all off it's results day on thursday and yeah, i'm stressed and shitting myself. and it's just not good guys. so my writing has been little and far between. 
          four. 'perfection'. 
          a fucking stupid ass concept. a concept which i am beyond obsessed with and pretty much controls my life. the fact is, i can't handle making mistakes and i can't do something without making sure that it's flawless which is unrealistic and ends up in disappointment but that's just how my cookie crumbles. that's why all of my works are being rewritten because i just feel like they are complete and utter shit. 
          five. a reflection. 
          i want to make my work more personal, like i want to stop writing things to make sure that they are cool and in trend ( a subject that recent comments by @akratics and @wondar have summed up perfectly ) and try to slowly pull myself out of my loop of self-depreciation and ultimately come to accept the fact that i'll never be perfect and that i am good enough although i don't see it happening anytime soon. 
          i'm gonna go back to work now :)

thanks for the follow heartemojiheartemojiheartemojiheartemoji 
          and all the votes and comments love. 
          
          - m —

i have so much to update and no energy to update them

Your covers omg s t u n n i n g

and, because re-writing pretty much everything on here isn't enough... there's a new story in the works which i'm pretty excited about