one more msg; i wrote this on my other account so:
i’ve been writing for a long time now, and i took a really long hiatus from it. fortunately, i was able to bounce back and made this short little thing a whole back and felt confident enough to have my ap lit teacher read it. she loved it, and i can’t express how happy that made me. i really want to keep writing. it’s so fun to be able to manipulate a feeling into someone just using simple words. i’ve done it for years, but it’s... now that i’ve realized writing for me just isn’t the same anymore. i can tell my passion just isn’t the same as it used to be, no matter how happy and excited i am when i finish something. it’s hard for me to write something that i like, but i always want to put my all into it.
now, this account has some HUGE sentimental value to me. it’s been here for so long, almost as long as all my social medias. if anything, it’s one of the oldest ones i have. as wattpad died down and i lost touch with all my friends, so did my attention to it. i tried to pick it back up, and i managed, but it happened again and now i just can’t find myself enjoying writing fan fictions the same way i used to. this account means so much to me. it’s shown a lot of my progress in comparison to things i’ve written in my notes or in my google drives. i’ve regret letting myself fall off so hard, but it seems that as i grow, so do my interests and hobbies. though, i think that’s pretty obvious.
i’m a senior in high school. i’ve applied to all the colleges that i’ve wanted. i’m 18 next month. i’m graduating in june. for those of you that have been here for a long time, thank you so much. i started this account in (maybe) middle school and these past few years have been such a rollercoaster.
i’m sorry i didn’t write more; i’m sorry i was so bad at updating things you guys wanted to read.
nonetheless, thank you for reading. happy new year.
