Dear Mitchy,
when you read this I will be in Texas or wherever but not with you. I was fighting with my mind for years. And I didn't tell you....
Why? Because it's about you.
I think you wouldn't understand that. Before I'll say the truth, I have to say something to U.
Mitch. You are my reason to live. Imagine to be without you...I can't. It's not possible.
You were accepting me like I am. Like I was.
We are best friends. And it's my wish you're happy.
I thought I can protect you. But I don't need to. Because you are strong, everytime. That's what I love about you.
And yeah. Here we are.
Listen, I'm scared of losing you, my Everything! So I decided to go by myself. Because...because I love you.
Mitchy, be sure I'm always with you. And I will never stop loving you like you are. You are everything to me.
Why I'm going? Because I don't want to hurt you or me. Because I would destroy our friendship. Our perfect, Beautiful friendship...
I can't live without you. Honey, I love you. I wanna kiss you and cuddle with you and hold you, hold you close.
But I can't.
I will never.
But I'm able to say that finally. I love you!
Scott