@ pppaaooo Hi, there aren't sweet words in me when I say it seriously. Your way of writing is incredible, it really gives you the feeling of the protagonist and you can feel their pain with them. Very few writers can convey that with their words. Stories like this should have more recognition, it's just that they're not appreciated by many. I'm glad I took the time to read it. I was a writer for a while, now I'm in a block for over 5 years, hopefully your story will inspire me a bit to get back to work.
As a suggestion, try uploading your book to AO3, lots of people will appreciate it there, I'm very sure.
