I'm so, so sad about Liam. I just don't know what to say. It's strange grieving for someone you don't know and have never known; someone who was a public figure, a personality on stage, a face on a screen whose voice is instantly recognisable, yet still a complete stranger. As fans we only knew the Liam that he presented to us, and to me this was always a funny, caring, sweet, energetic, mischievous and talented guy. My heart breaks for those close to him, for Karen who has lost her baby, for Bear who has lost his daddy, for Kate who has lost her soulmate. Seeing videos and photos popping up on social media of Liam and One Direction has been bittersweet. I don't think anyone outside of the fandom can truly understand what it was to be a Directioner. I have made some wonderful friends and found some truly amazing people thanks to those five boys and I'm just so sad they will never be five again. There is a Liam shaped hole in all our hearts that can never again be filled. Thinking of my fellow Directioners xxx