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I don’t get it. Am I just not good enough for my friends? god, I hate ranting. makes me feel stupid but oh well, All of my friends are so amazing and the last time I tried to help them and I helped a lot that I forgot about my own life I felt as if my feelings meant shit like they were nothing, that’s how I felt and I got messed up mentally. But I got better but now I feel like it might come back and shit but I stay strong for my friends and I help them, I put a smile on my face so when I see them they can see happiness not sadness, but when someone just makes me feel worthless like I’m nothing but it’s ok, though it’s not.. god the reason I hate ranting is because some of my friends have it worse so I feel like I have no right to vent but.... why do I even rant when it means nothing to people? right to make me think people care. To help though really it doesn’t. but I’m not giving up that easily and nor should you. Stay strong peeps <~>