screamingmexicans

So I've been smoking a lot more recently and honestly it's helping. A lot. So my old stories. I might pick back up. But I might change them around and start a brand new one. I'm not sure yet.

screamingmexicans

I just...wow umm... this is hard. Well someone at my school committed suicide yesterday and.... im no sure what to think if im honest. This is hard. On my entire school. I didnt go today but i heard teachers were crying. So many kids didnt go. I dont know anymore... i just want to curl up into a ball and cry my life away but i also want to help those in need because almost no one knew that he was going to do this. And i want everyone on my page to know that you are never alone. I find it easier to talk to strangers than to talk to my friends. Try that first. My inbox is always open. I promise. If im asleep i will respond right when i wake up.
          
          Once a falcon. Always a falcon.

LOLLYPOPQUEEN_galaxy

Hay, can we talk...

screamingmexicans

@LOLLYPOPQUEEN_galaxy its oki just calm down youre better than the inner demon
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LOLLYPOPQUEEN_galaxy

@screamingmexicans I just need conforting right now, I tried to cut..
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screamingmexicans

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fuck im so upser words cant describe how i feel. i feel nothing but should feel everything MY FATHERS BEST FRIEND DIED LAST NIGHT AND YOU KNOW WHERE I WAS SITTING IN BED. i didnt even get a good bye. i didnt get to say goodbye. i dont even know