scribblesbycheryl

Mehendi ceremony chapter is out!
          	I know 2 months ho gye, but I'm sorry, i had personal reasons 
          	Will update regularly now  
          	
          	Comment or vote krr dena bhot saare
          	
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scribblesbycheryl

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Pehle samajh mein nhi aata thha... What 'daddy issues' are.
          Ab pata chala ki I'm the worst case of having them.
          Not my fault.
          Not my mom's fault.
          I fucking hate how it feels.
          I spent years thinking why my father couldn't love me, now I get why.
          The fault was him itself. 
          That man never deserved a family or love.
          He just wanted to care for his 'family'- that included his mom, dad, and his brothers' families.
          He didn't give a damn about his own wife and daughter.
          
          He didn't support my mom during her pregnancy.
          He wasn't pleased to have me.
          He's breaking now, and now- the family he chose- his joint family, isn't supporting much, he doesn't have a job anymore.
          And the FAMILY he gave up- me and my mom, we're thriving with my maternal grandparents and my mom's family.
          Not out of pity, but pure and unconditional love. Mom has a job.
          A good one, and though my parents don't live together anymore (they haven't for the past 8 years), they're not divorced, that's how my mom is keeping him on the desperate end of the edge.
          He wasn't abusive or violent, but his choices led him to this.
          We haven't talked in a year, and I'm so fucking proud about it.
          I hope life gives him the worst it can.

scribblesbycheryl

Bhai kya prblm h?
          Vote kyu nhi kar sakte? 
          Itna soch kar m scenes likhti hu ek bhi cmnt nhi aata kisi bhi chapter pe!
          Story 250 views cross kar chuki h but cmnts bss 2-3.
          Kyu? 
          Acchi nhi h kya story?
          Buri h story line?
          Ek button dabane me maut aajati h?
          Ek cmnt karne me kya burai h?
          I'm a very introvert person, mujhe rudely baat karna nhi psnd.
          But tum log koi option nhi chhodte!
          Itni mehnat se 11th ki school, coaching, atheletics, and I have family issues as well, ke baad bhi m likhti hu.
          Kyuki i think sab view krte h to psnd hogi story.
          Ab bhi mne rudely nhi baat ki h. Fir bhi bura lage to sorry.
          Aage se nhi bolugi, but m bi insaan hu. Mujhe bhi scenes, bhale hi chhote ho, likhne me time lgta h.

scribblesbycheryl

Posted the fourth chapter...
          Engage karna hai to Karo... Varna your choice yarr
          Mai thak gyi hu... Mai 11th me hu, time nikalna padta h likhne ke liye... I try so hard, but kuch engagement nhi hoga to likhne ka interest khatam ho jata h guys.. mai bhi insaan hu, I also like if someone appreciates my work, arre vote chhodo, comment bhi nhi karte ho tum log... Ek do words of appreciation likhne me kya maut aa jaati h? Padh bhi to the ho?? Vote bhi nhi karte or comments to bhool jao...