First of all, I’m sorry. I haven’t been able to write for the past few days. All I’ve been doing is doomscrolling, moving from Twitter to Instagram to manhwas, and then to books, and repeating the same cycle again.
I’ll be done with university in 15 days. By May 10th, I have only one review and one presentation left; then I am done, and my studies will be over. Just like that, four years of my life will be completed. Honestly, I feel very anxious about it. I keep distracting myself to avoid thinking too much. I even tried distracting myself with writing, but I’m not able to do it.
I was overthinking, and suddenly I had this thought… what if one day I actually stop writing? What if the comfort I used to feel from it just disappears?
I am very overdramatic. Anyways, all my stories will be on hold.
A few days back, I thought I would complete Crown and Canvas and then put it on pause, but that story feels never-ending. I write a draft, and then I feel like I’ve missed something, so I go back to add it… and it ends up becoming a messy chapter.
Thank you for being so patient with this consistently late girl.
Thank you for reaching out to me.
I’m sorry…
Except for this block in my mind that isn’t letting me write stories, everything is completely fine.
I hope you guys are healthy and taking care of yourselves.
Be safe, take care.
Love you guys, truly, and thank you so much.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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