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"I got my red dress in tonightt" HAHAHAHAH

Some of it is so random too like it got me CACKLINGG

shortly after that last msg he broke up w me. not even a month in we were back tg. i don't think anyone can understand how this is if you're not living it. anyone would say it's toxic and that we should just leave each other once for all.

a week after we broke up, we are now back together. i don't think this is healthy anymore. we just can't seem to let go of each other. there's a pending conv that we have where we'll talk about what we're going to do about this, because this whole thing of breaking up and going back together has become so draining. i want him. he wants me. but it is so complicated. 

i didn't want to fall in love.

muchas veces volvemos a caer
            por la falta de incertidumbre,
            que eso no sea el lazo que te ate,
            ni te mantenga estancado en la muchedumbre.

entendimiento real es entender que las cosas nunca van a salir igual a tus expectativas. 

es que las piezas encajan temporalmente. cuando crees que ya tienes todo armado, listo y preparado, pasa algo y estás devuelta en donde habías empezado. preguntándote donde vas a encontras las nuevas piezas faltantes, preguntándote si alguna vez todo será como antes.