Alfred

hello this year sucks but i'd like to share some good news at least. things are changing for me for the better. ive turned 18. im in therapy. ive been accepted to a far away university with generous financial aid. i don't live at home anymore and soon, given that things work out in the next few months, i'll never have to be home again. there's still a lot of negative thoughts and terrible feelings, but im on the way to recovery and things will be okay. some of you have watched me struggles for years and i want you all to know that it really does get better, i really am getting better, and im so grateful to everyone that's helped me along through the difficult journey.

would yall be mad if i ,, wrote minecraft-based fics again hehe,,,,, i got back into mianite over the last couple weeks and I want to Write About It but is that cringy now idk

Hey guys! Unsure if you guys would recognize me because I've changed a lot. I used to be dat_weird_person, then i was shhhhweirdo, both Very Cringy. 
          I've grown a lot since I started this account. I used to write shitty minecraft fanfics and never finish them. And now I can't write,,, lmao. I kept saying I'd come back n shit several times the last couple years, but it's very hard when I haven't been able to write very coherently. 
          Still, I've been missing the environment i had here way back when. I'm sure it's not here anymore, it's literally been like,, 5 years, we've all grown, but.. I miss everyone. The people I met on here played a large part in my life, and now that I'm a better person, I want them to know the less embarrassing me lmao,...
          I want to try getting back into the swing of writing too. It'll probably be more shitty fanfictions, more shit that I'll never finish, but at least I'll be trying n hopefully i can rebuild the home i once had here. We'll see how that goes. 
          I hope you all can forgive my previous actions and breakdowns. The last few years of my life have been shaky and awkward and stressful. But as I near adulthood, I'm working on being a more stable person and I hope I can create a more stable platform on here. Thank you all for putting up with me when you did. I hope I can make it worthwhile.
          -Alfred

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