searmius_
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I kind of like doing these life updates every so often so I’ll give you another one just over a year after my last.
Im 16 and a Junior in highschool (11th grade), have a part time job, and a shitload of awesome friends. I am also doing well mentally, which felt impossible for the longest time.
I know that at least when I was super active on here this site was a sad hellscape of ill people wallowing together, and I was a part of that. Scroll down far enough (don’t, it’s cringe and depressing) and you’d find me laying all my shit out on here. But right now I am here to tell you that it does get better. Freshman year I was admitted to a hospital and when I got out I finally got the help I needed. Allowing myself to believe that I could get better is what helped me the most. I was constantly stuck thinking that the rest of my life I had to be miserable or dead, but that’s bullshit. I hope every one of you can realize the same
Back to my current life, Im still Wil/Wilbur and he/him, going to be starting testosterone in a few months (!!!), am getting my permit this february and then license in august, and have musical auditions coming up in a few days. I now spend most of my free time with friends, I even started a band with a few of them. Overall, life is very good
