-sbocciare
just wanted you to know that i love you<3
seasonalstaley
seasonalstaley
love u forever. hope life is good to you ❤
seasonalstaley
regarding last post as well i won’t be getting to dms for awhile and i’ve already been punishing myself for more things than i want to! be patient please
seasonalstaley
big heart eyes to those who checked in on me
seasonalstaley
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— i’m so sorry for doing this. but i really need support right now and assurance. tw: sad shit. —
i hate feeling like nobody cares and i hate myself even more because i can never initiate conversations with people i idolize. i hate feeling that if i were to just disappear, nobody would care. i hate being me. i wonder each day if i were to disappear forever, if everything would be better.
i hate being elodie. i hate myself.
i’m so sorry to anyone i haven’t replied back to in months. i’m so sorry i can never initiate a reply back. i’m so terrified of being annoying all the time and i’m so fucking tired of being a screw up. i can never update on time, ever. all i do is start something and then never fucking finish.
i’m so tired of feeling alone. i’m sorry. i’m so, so sorry to anyone i’ve ever hurt or betrayed or lied to. i’m sorry. i’m so fucking sorry.
i’m sorry for clogging your announcements, too. i don’t want to seem like an attention whore or anything but i don’t know what else to do.
i’m so lost.
waste-of-paint
@seasonalstaley I know we don't talk a lot, but seriously: I would not mind you messaging me. At all. I haven't had the motivation to update lately, so I'm hardly ever on here, but that doesn't change anything.
-sbocciare
don't feel like you always need to be positive and upbeat. you can break down and have bad days or struggle for periods of time. it sucks but letting it all out is better than pretending to be happy anyway<3
seasonalstaley
taking an unofficial break. sorry. dms are open but it may take longer (than i usually do) to respond
seasonalstaley
break i’m not sure how is gonna last — i’m spiraling into another whole thing. i’m sorry.
seasonalstaley
R.I.P cameron boyce :-(
seasonalstaley
*dances* please don’t post spoilers for stranger things s3
thrxshy
uh, hello there!! thanks for the follow!! ^^ i love gn'r so i decided to follow you!!
seasonalstaley
@spicybxtch HUUUUUU thank YOU for the follow !!!! im so glad to see a new face !!! ME TOO ... i love megadeth too!! dave looks so stupid in ur icon KSKFHDF— i’m also super into metallica as well - lots of stuff from the 80s ^^;;
seasonalstaley
someone throw a brick at my face and kill me instantly
seasonalstaley
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@-livingd3adgirl- @larsswig @bleed-the-freak it was just a huge chain of shit events yesterday – literally slept for over 12 hours to get over all of it haha kill me— @pettyhatemachxne ❤️❤️❤️❤️