I can be the person to tell you that you can be a cloud and the best way for you to lessen the burden in your heart is to let the rain fall. 

After that I know you'll forget me. I know I'll be nobody to you again.

After letting you cry on my shoulder, after letting you use me like a freaking tissue, I'll be invisible.

I can be a person who can wish that life was a stupid movie that I watch at home so I have the stupid remote. I wish I can be in control because if I do, I'll always play the laughter stop the pain, pause the memories and rewind the happiness.

But like you, I'm just human. A human that everyone judges. A person with her mistakes exposed to everyone and her achievements hidden.

I write here to vent out. To be free from my prisoner known to all in the name of life.