Ash

Something felt wrong.
          Thinking back, I can recall
          What was wrong.
          And the worst part is
          I knew you were a mistake
          Even from the beginning.
          
          I wasn’t wrong.
          You’re someone I can’t trust,
          Someone I shouldn’t.
          
          But if I could ever go back,
          I’d make the same mistake
          Just because it was worth it.
          I’m no moon, sun, or stars—
          But a sunflower survives in shadows.
          Not because I don’t want the sun,
          But because you seemed too far to reach.
          
          Still,
          Devotion is what I feel,
          Even though I shouldn’t.
          But only for you—just once,
          And only in this lifetime,
          I’ll be yours.
          Following your every move,
          Hoping you, my curse,
          Exist only in this life of mine.
          Not because I don’t love you anymore,
          But because you burned my heart
          With your rays of sun on purpose. 
          
          You knew I’d die for you.
          But you did worse.
          You didn’t just let me die for you;
          You broke my heart,
          Into pieces, letting my veins bleed,
          leaving me With scattered arteries. 
          
          Yet,
          What hurt me the most was 
          Seeing that sparkling teardrop
          Fell upon the dagger
          That you were holding. 
          
          I do love you darling,
          Not because you were ever mine,
          Just because you made me believe
          You were.
          
          Thunder strikes #secretwriter<3

A thousand, million, or billion years ago,
          Before puberty, 
          Before life, 
          I was once an angel, 
          Hoping to meet God. 
          Living there, 
          I realized Even God doesn't know, 
          much about love. 
          
          The kind of love 
          That would die for you, 
          Just for you, and only to be yours. 
          
          But my love is only for you, 
          And will always be yours- 
          The first to trap me in your arms, 
          And most importantly, the last. 
          I would tolerate hell and forget heaven, Anywhere in a multiverse. 
          Laying on your chest, Listening to your heartbeat synched with mine, 
          Hoping nothing will stop us, 
          Knowing nothing would. I
          would live Only for you, 
          Among a thousand lovers. 
          
          
          
          
          Thunder strikes  #secretwriter<3

One day I might actually finish a story by the way exactly how I wanted it to be. But until then I'll be leaving my plots here, feel welcome to read it and leave a review.