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ya kotu ya vala 

paribus‼️

i stare at your pictures for hours on end
          dreaming, fantasizing about holding you
          feeling my hands on your bare skin
          just being with you
          but I know it'll never happen
          but I can't stop myself from fantasizing
          i think about you for hours until I realize how much time
          i've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happen
          you're so beautiful and funny
          and anytime I see your picture or hear your name
          my stomach flips and I get butterflies
          every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body
          i've tried for so long not to look at you
          to not look at pictures of you
          to cut off all contact with you
          but I can't stop
          i can't stop how I feel
          i don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way
          at least not for a long time
          i see you with him it makes me sick to my stomach
          a d although that should put me off you, it doesn't
          it only makes me want you more
          if you knew how I felt,I wouldn't even be writing this shit
          i wouldn't be so lonely
          you'd understand how much you mean to me
          you mean so much to me
          i wish you'd look at me the way I look at you
          i wish I could be with you
          i just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine
          to see your smile
          i want to play with your hair
          see it shine under the sun as it hits you just right
          i want to watch the sun sink behind the heavens with you
          talk,laugh,make out
          anything
          I just want anything from you

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