Love the story. I was just wanting to check-in on you and see if the depression and anxiety have eased up on you. I hope you are feeling better and are doing good.
If you are still feeling empty inside, try reading the Christian Bible. Jesus is the only way to fulfill your life with abundant happiness. Trust me, I have been depressed since I turned 7 yrs old. It got so bad to where I was crying and begging for a more fulfilling life as I prayed. He answered in a way I did not expect. I found a job that I actually enjoy after searching for months. I am clear minded and have many friends that care about me. I still haven't found the woman that's perfect for me yet, but I know I will from listening to and trusting God.
I hope you have a wonderful life and God bless you.