Selvena

Yo, I’m back, but only for a few minutes. My parents blocked Wattpad so I can’t update my stories but I’m still working on them, sort of, kind of? Only the Zhongven one because I already had a plot layout and bullitpoints to help me write. Anyways, it will take way longer but I will be still writing.
          
          Tata~

I’m changing my username to @airlifematters summon me on any MHA fic where Iida is aggressively chopping the air

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Guess who’s sick and currently at school because rest is for the weak. Also, I’m not okay, my grades are dropping from grief, but I’m still showing up everyday because I can’t afford to not go to school even if it’s a single day

I hate myself, I wish I was dead, by the time anyone reads it I’ll already be dead. I use my IPad on a daily basis, because that’s my way of escape. Escape from myself, escape from reality. I wish I was dead because I feel like a failure, a lost cause. In school I’m known as the emotionless cold hearted weeb girl.I know people talk about me behind my back, but I don’t care, I know they hate me because why would they, there’s nothing to like about me. I tell myself that I’m a stupid, motherfucking ass hole who doesn’t deserve pity, my parents deserve a better child than me. I know my friends don’t like me, I’m just a fill in who was never really part of the group, I’m sorry, I can’t continue, I don’t want to. I’m too much of a burden.
          SPQR Forever
          Plus Ultra
          Sincerely,
          Amy Wang, a lost cause,
          A failure

Looking back on my childhood crushes, I realized that I’m probably not bi, but lesbian and having ‘crushes’ on guys was probably just my internalized homophobia, since my parents often trash talk LGBTQ+ and I didn’t understand what it was until I was in 6h grade. But looking back I was definitely a lesbian. For Example: I had a crush on Aviva from Wild Kratts, Dashi and Tweak from Octonauts, Owlette from PJ Masks, and Yuri from Doki Doki Literature Club, (which I started playing in 2018). But yeah!

It it stable that I find yandere romantic? Call me insane but I have a well written case. Like hear me out. They will stalk you, to find out everything about you, they know you better than you know yourself. they are willing to kill for you, with the chance that they will go to prison. That is romantic. I find that they are so devoted to you is so sweet. Like OMG, they will kill anyone who even looks in your direction,I find that romantic. Like, I want someone to love me like that . Why can’t I get someone to love me like that 

I prob won’t post do]uring winter break since I’m on break.

hey ik it’s been a while, how are you????? i miss u sososo much:(

Should I change my username? I have a very funny idea for it, but it’s MHA themed.