Yiskah

I wanna go home plssss

I feel so traumatized

I want to be aloneeeeee

Sana magka lover nako

One thing I hate the most?
          
          Being invited then not invited at all.
          
          Pet peeve.
          
          I hate it

I wish I wasn’t part of the family. 
          For their own sake and for my own 

To grow up in a household
          where every complain I carry
          
          So burden to be in this family. 

To be wrapped in warm blanket
          The life I wish i could sleep
          Fiery fire with so much anger
          
          this blood I never want
          the strings of life I wish to end
          I want to drift in isolation.

20 and here I am still coping with my anxiety, loneliness, and fucked up attachments. 

I get tire of all things, all attachments. I wasn’t as worthy for anything