Jin tonic

Well, hello there everyone. It's been a veryyyy long time. First of all  Happy New Year and Happy Lunar New Year to you all.
          
          To those who are interested I just wanted to give you a little update on my live since I haven't really been active on here anymore. So to those who are reading, enjoy my little rant.
          
          Last year (or this school year) I started new studies, which resulted in me having to find a new balance in life. That  contributed to the fact that I haven't really been able to find time to write. I did join a writing fest (maybe I'll tell you more in the future) and am planning to work on updates for here. I'll see what I'll be able to come up with ;)
          
          Because I started new studies I went to a whole different city. Barely anyone that I know went there as well (a lot of them went to the same city). As I'm not that social and have been hurt many times before, it's difficult for me to form connections with people. 
          In the past few months I did meet lots of new people who I can consider friends but none I'd be able to tell my deepest thoughts to. That makes me feel lonely even though I'm not alone.
          When I look around there seem to be so many people who already formed very close friendships in just a few weeks, in return that makes me feel even worse about myself.
          being at my dorm also doesn't really help because all the other people have a closer bond with each other than I have with them.
          
          I am trying to improve this aspect of my life and trying to form new connections but sometimes it's just hard... But still it's slowly getting better.
          
          In conclusion, to anyone who might be in the same position as me (and has read this), I hope you find your people soon. If you need someone to talk to, you can always talk to me ♡

I’ve posted the oneshot feromonen of the challenges I joined.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1219444866?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=seokjin_tonic&wp_originator=Big9fUWPgrM05BatsDsgkTPBeJqpmcRI0OCn3CW9ubj7AJH%2BiJ3a96efMS86YVdGqun0BoLlsrLwo54NqmxJEEQ7GWtmzXljqypYj1U39V8tVPj%2F3EPRgGmkfcEFsB%2FZ 

Well hello, it’s been a while. 
          
          I’m in a bit of a dilemma. So I’ve joined a writing challenge which I’m most likely not going to finish before the deadline (Also the reason (and school) why I haven’t been updating). Now I’m wondering if it would be better to get an extension or drop out so I can post the story together with the other stories in the next round. 
          
          What do you think is the best?
          

Congratulations to Chen and his wife to having a second baby on the way ^_^

I just want to be able to read and write some fanfics again T-T

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          If a problem is fixable, if a situation is such that you can do something about it, then there is no need to worry. 
          If it's not fixable, then there is no help in worrying. There is no benefit in worrying whatsoever.
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          ♡☞Stay safe           
          ♡☞Stay happy
          ♡☞Love yourself 
          ♡☞Keep smiling 
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It’s like I’m purposefully making myself feel bad while watching videos about fanfiction and reading the comments 
          

I feel like I’m actually planning a road trip… but it’s for my story 

I should probably read my own story so I know what’s going on instead of writing whatever TT

Thx for the follow plz check out my book if u wish and vote for it ♡♡♡