seokyoongs

My new acc @tybangtan

seokyoongs

i think I need a break. I think I should make a new wattpad acc. One that I make it just me. Not try to be as good as other writers, but just write what I want to write. I think since it’s a new year for me starting a new grade I can finally do what I want. I will later post the acc name. I have had so manyyyyy accs you don’t even understand. For example - @koyakoyajoon @animebellayesir something like seoki and a couple where it’s just random letters. See ya...

seokyoongs

this message may be offensive 
I felt like I could stay happy like this but clearly I can not. I have a huge problem with being really sensitive. My closet friend who I love so much isn’t showing any kindness to me. I feel like she doesn’t see me like I see her. It really horrible when I relieve this has happened multiple times. She acts so different at times but now she seems like all those times we would hang out and be ... happy it was all fake. I really want to talk to her in person because I can only see her at school this week. I wish she would act like...like she actually cared about me. I mean I had to go to fucking therapy because of her. I think I came to wattpad to escape. I think I’ve honestly gotten to attached to her because...well I’ve never really had a friend I could talk to. It’s still new to me. It’s new to being accepted... or so I thought. Has she even accepted me? I understand her reasonings but sometimes it’s honestly stupid. I’m always the one to greet her, I’m always the one to call or text her. I think I’m honestly just being used by her so she can be happy. She doesn’t have a really good family life but she’s moving soon. And it just feels like since this is happening her time is down of me and she doesn’t need me anymore. Geez I wanna cry...if you...( yes you sydni) are reading this...please be honest and explain. I am so tired of this... :(