"its amazing how much a smile can hide" "when your happy. you like the music. when your sad you understand the lyrics" by frank ocean. i am not sure exactly what i am sexually or anything else for that matter. so i am deciding not to label myself until i'm ready to commit to the label. i'm always telling half truths and changing the way i act based on who is in the room. i'm making an effort to stop fueling my drama fire because i live off from it and in return i hurt the people around me. I'm always looking to escape. this is one of my escapes. if you like my books are a nice person and have a kind heart I'll follow you. if you are being bullied pm me... I can't stand people who think they are so much better than you because they have the brand new i-phone and you don't.. or that your a lesbian and they are homophobic...or that your religion or no religion at all is what they don't like.. it bothers me so much that some of my gay friends have been mugged because they are homosexual and the people who do it can get away with it.. it bugs me so much that my friends parents can ignore them or beat them and when they get taken away gets put right back and beaten again... people who commit crimes in this country are lucky... they either get a place to eat and sleep for the rest of their lives for free or they get released only so they can commit the same crime again.. in the UK the punishment for attempted suicide is death.. same goes for murder.. and many other crimes..in some countries if you steal you get your hand lopped off.