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it's probably been 5 months since i've actually talked to my friend in total.....He isn't allowed to talk to me bc his gf doesn't let him talk to his exes. IM GAY AS SHIT. exactly 2 months from today i told him "i know you cant talk to me but i wanted to say i miss talking to you lol you were my best friend" to him and he said back, "dont tell ANYONE i said this
cause i would get beat
but i miss talking to u too" (HE'S NOT ACTUALLY GOING TO GET BEAT BTW). Then Nov. 29th i said "Sorry about *his gf's name*" (They broke up bc she cheated) "I feel bad man-" and he says "Don't" that was the end of that. The next day they got back together. I have two songs abt how i feel abt this. Talk To You by Ricky Montgomery and Heather By Canon Grey (Idk how to spell their names but you know) But if you listen to them...I don't have a crush on or like this guy so ignore those parts- I'm very sad