a two year update.
2 years... i have no clue where to start, everything's so new - so strange and different than before. i used to be so active, but now everything's quite a blur.
why did i stop logging in? was it because of the mass of homework? i remembered going though a lot of stress with school, but was that the major reason on why i stopped going here? idk, i really don't remember and i hate it - i wish i know why i felt the need to stop writing (it was a fun activity ngl)
i've left the kpop fandom. i still listen to it oftenly - i still love the music but as for the fandom, i just needed a break from it. stray kids are still the love of my life... but things weren't like they used to, you know? you could say i've growned from it, which is sad but it's honestly why. however, if i ever look back from it, i would have to say that it was a very lovely memory.
i've picked on many hobbies such as gaming, anime and drawing! i've also moved to another country for a better studying environment. it has actually been a year since i've left my hometown and fam :0
a funny story: when i log on wattpad, i noticed my pseudonym?? pen name?? alias?? nickname??? was 'chae'
now, i don't know what my 13yo self was thinking, but i definetly didn't take this name later on in life LMAOKSDJHFDS.
i'm 16yo now, my name is now 'khun' (a tower of god reference ^^)
as for the reason i'm writing this - well - i felt that there was a need to let anyone that passed by here (if there's any) know that i'm actually aLivE?!? no but on a serious note - i feel bad leaving without a word, i'm truly sorry.
am i going to return? no.
i've moved on, i want to focus on many other things. i miss everyone here, i really do, but there's nothing left for me to do here.
this account - i'll keep it for the sake of memory.
if you ever wish to contact me, i'm active on twitter (@/khuntopia)
i love you, i'm so sorry for leaving. i hope you're doing great!
farewell,
'chae' :)
