also i got into nct and my favorite unit is my wishies! i love them sm after hearing wish by nct wish i found out theres a life i've been missing out on i bias yushi and ryo and i love every single one of them their discography is small for now but they still have really good music also my entire summer i've been being a czennie instead of stay which is out of the normal for me but it's so fun and exciting everyday i learn something new i missed that feeling i've made so many czennie friends and im writing down a lot of details about my life even though it just involves nct wish and school is starting soon and im scared, have no clothes, and look messy i'm not sure what to do but i'll live i can't wait to have a pc of yushi in my phonecase and brag to my friends about nct songs or reference it when i can, i can't wait to make friends and go back to socializing there's not a lot of that during summer which is why im so nervous to go i hope it turns out as fun as last year that was by far my favorite year since my elementary days but i had no conscious then so i wouldn't remember anything i try my best to journal and it is the funnest thing of my life rn other than listening to ate and walk on repeat but when i journal its so nice to just talk to myself in the form of writing cause in the form of speaking i'm not super good at i don't like that i'm like this i'd rather to be better with words so that people would understand instead of me having to type it out it's okay though at least im good at one form rather than none i'm glad i'm like this but next year i'll be looking at this and saying why did i act like this is okay i'm so weird we all grow and we'll never be the same age were right now i could be 13 seconds and 19 minutes old but after typing that out i'll be 39 seconds and 19 minutes old so i randomly thought about coming here instead of sleeping and since its summer that just happens so my vision is getting worse everyday i type too much it's scary bye 2000
