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I’m sorry for disappearing. I’m not dead, but my brain absolutely is. School has been chewing me up, spitting me out, then stepping on me for extra flavour. At this point, I can officially confirm that the last year of uni is no joke. It is milking the very last drop of my sanity.
          
          Anyway, I’m not here to rant about how uni has been terrorizing me for months. I’m here to let you all know that I’ll be buried under finals, projects, exams, and thesis hell until January. Our first sem ends at the very end of January, so all books will be on pause until I’m free again.
          
          It hurts that HS is about to hit its first anniversary unfinished, but I really underestimated this last year of uni and now I’m suffering the consequences. I hope you guys can wait for me. Thank you for being patient and for sticking around. I appreciate every single one of you.
          
          I’ll update if I can.
          Love you all, miss you all.

OMG AUTHOR YOU’RE ALIVE, I MISSED YOU SM

we miss you author :'(
          

HELLOOO everyone!!! I hope y’all are doing amazing because I’m barely surviving  First of all, sorry for not being active and for not updating my other books (except the one-shot one... somehow). I swear I’m not slacking off, I’m just fighting for my life with school and exams.
          
          But don’t worry, I am writing whenever I can. HS readers, you’re still not safe from the heartbreaks. META readers, you’ll still get your lore and bonding moments (a fancy word for smut, let’s be honest). OBS readers, mind games are still lurking in the corner, watching and waiting because I’m still cooking that one up, so better keep track of the names or you’ll get lost again. THC readers, expect more mysteries and a few fluff scenes between our hell judge and detective duo.
          
          And YES, Nayeon’s solo book is officially in the works!!! The lesbian energy never ends!!!
          
          Honestly, Twice spoiling us this much should be illegal because my brain can’t focus on one thing anymore ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          Belated happy 10th anniversary to our nine girlies and belated happy 1st anniversary to TOS! Thank you for sticking with me through my nonsense, y’all are the best!! (⁠•⁠ө⁠•⁠)⁠♡
          
          P.S. There’s a Wattpad outage going on right now, so if you’re having trouble commenting, voting, or even opening my books, just know it’s not me. Wattpad’s just messing with our delulu land. 

Hope your doing alright author missing ur updates 

i've finished reading tos and it's a masterpiece 
          
          i liked how the story was structured, the tension, the humor, and the DRAMA that made me stare absent-mindedly to a wall.
          
          BUT, the ending is PERFECT! i SO love how you made it an open-ending. plus, you gave each one of them an alternate universe where they experience a life with eris. it's a great concept because i might lose my mind if i haven't got to see each version. 
          
          thank you author, good luck with your life <3

Okay folks, quick update from your resident gay writer. I’m currently drowning in schoolwork, OJT, and trying to keep my brain alive long enough to write. I’m in my last year and chasing a high grade in one of my majors, so if my thesis doesn’t eat me alive, I should graduate this academic year. Pray for me.
          
          Please be patient with me. I have not vanished into the void and I am not dead. I am very much alive, just operating on daily brain coma mode.
          
          I will post one THC chapter sometime soon. After that, everything goes on pause until my schedule stops being a nightmare. When I come back, HS gets front row because I refuse to let it hit its first anniversary unfinished. META is on timeout for now because I ran straight into writer’s block and Cain and her angry wives have been benched. 
          
          OBS will also be on hold, even though I already have the original drafts written in Taglish (Tagalog-English) that only need to be translated (full English). The reason is I am busy polishing “Mind Games.” So if you feel like you are already drowning in names (like that one reader, I am really sorry, pookie), I suggest keeping a list. Do not get confused this early because I am only warming up and 'might' be dropping clues.
          
          Again, the Chains of Desire or the J-Line series will make you angry, bothered, and maybe traumatized (but like… in a fun way (?), hopefully). Stay with me if you can, but no pressure, it’s really up to you. Of course, I’d love for everyone to push through with me.
          
          TL;DR: All books are on hold because I am busy as fuck. THC will get an update one of these days before I disappear again. HS will be the top priority when I return. META is sidelined because of writer’s block. OBS is paused even though drafts exist, since I’m focusing on Mind Games. And yes, Chains of Desire will test your patience and sanity, but I hope you stick around.
          
          
          

Okay, since I didn’t get to finish META’s update for this week, here’s a quick announcement on how things will go for the next few weeks.
          
          I’m still busy with my OJT, so I’ll publish updates whenever I can. Right now I have three ongoing books, so the update schedule for each one will be a little different.
          
          Since HS already got an update last week, META was supposed to get one this week, but… yeah, I didn’t finish it. Between OJT draining my energy and me getting hit with a massive writer’s block, META’s been stuck. I’ll try to get it done by next week instead. That means HS and META will take turns with updates every other week. OBS, on the other hand, will have weekly updates since its chapters are shorter and I have an old draft that just needs editing to stretch it out.
          
          I hope that makes sense. Thank you for being patient and sorry again for the delay on META. I promise I’ll make it up to you soon—assuming my brain survives OJT and finally decides to cooperate.

Since more people have decided to pack their bags and move into our little delulu land, here’s the survival guide so you don’t get lost or accidentally step on my nerves.
          
          About me:
          College student. Graduating next academic year. Currently doing my OJT. Yes, I have a life outside writing. Shocking, I know.
          
          Updates:
          I try to update weekly but honestly it’s whenever I survive life. No fixed day. Could be Monday, could be weekends, could be 3 a.m. on a random Wednesday because I couldn’t sleep. If I know I’m going to disappear for a bit, I leave a note in the latest chapter.
          
          If I don’t update in a week, assume I am fighting for my life in the trenches of OJT and school. My work hours are 7 am to 4 pm, five days a week, and by the time I get home I am a corpse with Wi-Fi. Weekends? Laundry, errands, crying in the shower. So if you get an update during that time, just know it’s basically a miracle.
          
          Now listen, please don’t nag me to update. I already spoil you guys more than I should. I do announce when I’ll be gone. Repeatedly asking “when’s the next chapter” makes it feel like writing is a chore, and guess what? It’s not. I write because I love it, not because you poked me enough times.
          
          I don’t half-ass my work. Every chapter is 9k+ words, planned, proofread until I hate my own keyboard. What you read in an hour often takes me days or even weeks to make, especially since I'm writing in a language that isn’t even my first. So please, just appreciate and enjoy it. Votes and follows? Cute. But gratitude? Even cuter.
          
          Shoutout to the OGs who’ve been here since TOS and never pressured me, I love you with all of my heart and other organs.
          
          Also, whoever’s sending those unhinged NGL messages? I live for them. Keep going.
          
          Discord is eluuxx02 if you want to chat. No server, just me, because I like talking one-on-one like we’re gossiping in a corner. I don’t bite, but I do cackle.
          
          Anyway, welcome to our delulu land! We have snacks, gossips, and too many feelings.

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