sexpince

getting discharged from the hospital got me like
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sexpince

the hospital treats me too kindly for someone who doesn’t change
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sexpince

Anyway I almost died today! Apparently my drug addiction is bad for me, who would’ve guessed?
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sexpince

this message may be offensive 
so funny that some hoe idek thinks I’m the villain of her story ! Like get a fucking job you useless piece of shit. <3 
          	  I don’t even speak to you anymore and you’re out there shit talking me. Fuck do you want from me anyway?
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sexpince

getting discharged from the hospital got me like
            (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

sexpince

the hospital treats me too kindly for someone who doesn’t change
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sexpince

Anyway I almost died today! Apparently my drug addiction is bad for me, who would’ve guessed?
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sexpince

this message may be offensive 
so funny that some hoe idek thinks I’m the villain of her story ! Like get a fucking job you useless piece of shit. <3 
            I don’t even speak to you anymore and you’re out there shit talking me. Fuck do you want from me anyway?
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sexpince

Late at night
          
          In your bedroom. I hear you before all of it happened. Sitting beside the wall. Painting it with your blood.
          
          Everything is cheap and peeling. But amongst everything you shine like a crystal. Something special. But you choose to blend in.
          
          Because you don’t like standing out the way you do. The sore thumb everyone has to hide their eyes from.
          
          It was never a bad thing.
          
          You were too young to give yourself what you needed.
          
          You’re older, but you’re stuck to your young ways. And I can’t stop you.
          
          I don’t want you to stay young when im 25. 
          
          I can’t be 25 without you.

sexpince

It feels like I’ve lost a piece of me,this gaping hole opened inside my body where you used to lie. And knowing me, I’ll look everywhere to fill it

sexpince

I know it’s in my nature to care, I know I want people to smile around me but I can’t even smile around myself. I can’t stand myself. i hate that I can’t stand myself even after working so hard and trying to be this strong perosn who can carry everything and work through it, but I just get so tangled into everything and it fucks me up.
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I hate my personality. I hate making everyone laugh, I hate being bold, I hate being the extraverted one, I hate the way people think I’ll never understand just because I can smile. Everything always piles up. Screaming until my throat is raw, and my voice won’t come out anymore won’t be enough. Nothing is enough.
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sexpince

when will I be loyal to myself? if i want to live I can’t abandon myself all the time, for everyone. I’m fragile as it is, and it kills me. I push away help and attention even when I say it’s all I’ve ever wanted.
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