sezzles149

It’s disheartening living in a world so full of fear and disgust toward anything that challenges traditional norms, and it can feel especially hopeless with everything happening right now. 
          	
          	Embracing who I am has brought out some surprising reactions from people around me, especially those I didn’t expect. It’s often impossible to avoid, but I’ve learned that you can’t logic someone out of something they didn’t logic themselves into, and that this is just part of living my truth.
          	
          	Through all the cruelty trying to be rid of us, no one will ever erase queer people. We’ve always been here, and always will be. Being both a celebration and a protest, this month is also a strong reminder of the resilience it takes to live authentically, and of those who fought - and still fight - for our rights. There’s honour in being your true self, no matter what anyone else thinks, no matter whether you’re ready to embrace it yet or not. 
          	
          	Letting go of what’s unsafe or unsupportive, especially when it’s something or someone you’ve known for a long time, can be scary. Though when you do, you make room to exist in and create places that are safe. As a trans person, I want to remind you that my account is one of those spaces. You are always welcome here. 
          	
          	Even if you’re not ready yet, we’ll be here to celebrate when you are. 
          	
          	Happy Pride.️‍️‍⚧️

MoodIsland

@sezzles149 Last night, actually, my older brother decided to randomly burst out that I was "practically gay" in front of my mother. I haven't decided to come out to her yet because I'm not entirely sure of my sexuality but he still chose to say something about it, embarrassing me in front my family. And everyone always calls it a phase. I get it, sometimes what you assume you are as a kid isn't what you are as a teenager and onto adulthood, but they don't get what it feels like to be 7 and 8 years old having these strange feelings towards women and certain things women do and say. I spent years thinking that I was mentally ill because of those feelings and now, I have a way to express them, they want to do nothing but shame me. It's annoying and I'm tired of it.
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sezzles149

@MoodIsland I loooove the Owl House!! I’m sorry you’ve experienced that invalidation. It’s strange when people have that black and white mindset even if it’s a joke . I agree that people should at least show some interest and are open and curious to learning more. I’m glad you have your friends that support you! And happy to be part of that too!
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MoodIsland

@sezzles149 Sometimes, I wish that they would ignore it than just tease me about it honestly. They call the Owl House, the "Gay House" just to try and annoy me and call anyone who shows the littlest attraction to their same sex, just "gay". It's not "lesbian", it's not "bisexual", it's either gay or trans (My sister called Luz trans on multiple occasions). I don't expect them to be as educated as I am on sexualities, but I do expect them to know the bare-minimum and try to put some respect on their respective romantic feelings. And I'm really happy you have your own support network!! My friends (both online and irl) respect my sexuality and don't bring it up if I don't want them to. Plus, I have you in my support system so that makes it better :)
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Belle9465

Can you please unblock me? I have no idea what I did to offend you, but I am so sorry. Despite what you believe, I do not hate you. I don’t hate anyone in the LGBT+ community. I was raised by two lesbian parents and my best friends from high school are LGBT. I don’t know if that’s the reason you made this post. I want to fix whatever I did wrong. I cherish our friendship and I love you as a person. I wish I could take away any hurt I unintentionally inflicted onto you. I am not disgusted or offended by anyone who chooses to live their lives in an untraditional way. I would appreciate it if you told me what I did wrong so I can fix it.

Belle9465

I’m so sorry! I had no idea you felt that way. I don’t know what specific issues you felt unsupported on, but I truly wish you nothing but the best in life. Please take care of yourself! I will always cherish the good times we had together. 
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sezzles149

I’ve never believed that you hate me, and I’m genuinely glad you have those relationships in your life. I don’t doubt that either. That said, our views on things that are personal to me don’t align. I haven’t felt supported and I’ve realised that I value those shared views and support in my own relationships. I know this feels abrupt, and I apologise for that, but I’m not open to continuing this conversation. Take care 
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sezzles149

It’s disheartening living in a world so full of fear and disgust toward anything that challenges traditional norms, and it can feel especially hopeless with everything happening right now. 
          
          Embracing who I am has brought out some surprising reactions from people around me, especially those I didn’t expect. It’s often impossible to avoid, but I’ve learned that you can’t logic someone out of something they didn’t logic themselves into, and that this is just part of living my truth.
          
          Through all the cruelty trying to be rid of us, no one will ever erase queer people. We’ve always been here, and always will be. Being both a celebration and a protest, this month is also a strong reminder of the resilience it takes to live authentically, and of those who fought - and still fight - for our rights. There’s honour in being your true self, no matter what anyone else thinks, no matter whether you’re ready to embrace it yet or not. 
          
          Letting go of what’s unsafe or unsupportive, especially when it’s something or someone you’ve known for a long time, can be scary. Though when you do, you make room to exist in and create places that are safe. As a trans person, I want to remind you that my account is one of those spaces. You are always welcome here. 
          
          Even if you’re not ready yet, we’ll be here to celebrate when you are. 
          
          Happy Pride.️‍️‍⚧️

MoodIsland

@sezzles149 Last night, actually, my older brother decided to randomly burst out that I was "practically gay" in front of my mother. I haven't decided to come out to her yet because I'm not entirely sure of my sexuality but he still chose to say something about it, embarrassing me in front my family. And everyone always calls it a phase. I get it, sometimes what you assume you are as a kid isn't what you are as a teenager and onto adulthood, but they don't get what it feels like to be 7 and 8 years old having these strange feelings towards women and certain things women do and say. I spent years thinking that I was mentally ill because of those feelings and now, I have a way to express them, they want to do nothing but shame me. It's annoying and I'm tired of it.
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sezzles149

@MoodIsland I loooove the Owl House!! I’m sorry you’ve experienced that invalidation. It’s strange when people have that black and white mindset even if it’s a joke . I agree that people should at least show some interest and are open and curious to learning more. I’m glad you have your friends that support you! And happy to be part of that too!
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MoodIsland

@sezzles149 Sometimes, I wish that they would ignore it than just tease me about it honestly. They call the Owl House, the "Gay House" just to try and annoy me and call anyone who shows the littlest attraction to their same sex, just "gay". It's not "lesbian", it's not "bisexual", it's either gay or trans (My sister called Luz trans on multiple occasions). I don't expect them to be as educated as I am on sexualities, but I do expect them to know the bare-minimum and try to put some respect on their respective romantic feelings. And I'm really happy you have your own support network!! My friends (both online and irl) respect my sexuality and don't bring it up if I don't want them to. Plus, I have you in my support system so that makes it better :)
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jessicaDragonic

I just realized you watch BSD because of your PFP. ryunosuke Akutagawa? 

jessicaDragonic

@jessicaDragonic NIKOLAI AND DAZAI. NO QUESTION. I love Nikolai cause I love jesters and I kinda relate to Dazai lmaoo
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sezzles149

I do!!!! Do you have a fav character? I love Akutagawa sm
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sezzles149

@jessicaDragonic of course!! It’s been in my library ever since I was brought aware of the hot purple rabbitoid 
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jessicaDragonic

@sezzles149 OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH- THE RASCAL X READER AUTHOR KNOWS MY BOOK??? PINCH ME- AHHHHHHH-!!!! AM I DREAMING??? Holy cow, I love your book!!! THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR READING MY STORYYYY!!! And that's okay, I don't mind you not writing anymore Rascal content! and I understand, I love leaving my readers guessing! Do you have any ideas for a chapter in 'The Prankster and A Puppet'? :3

jessicaDragonic

Dude... Please... I beg you... I really want a happy ending, the Rascal x Reader love story brought me to tears, there is no way I'm recovering from this! I don't mean to be rude or a karen, but I REALLY WANNA MOVE ON FROM THIS!!! PLEAAASE!!! 

sezzles149

@jessicaDragonic THE Jax fanfic author is commenting on MY page? AHHHHHH! Also thank you for reading I appreciate the support! I'm sorry about the ending, unfortunately I'm not writing anymore Rascal content. What can I say, I love torturing my readers!
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sezzles149

Hello everyone! I haven't posted much lately but I've been working on a personal and informative anxiety/chronic illness based chapter to post in my 'sezzles book' sometimes in the next coming week/s! It will include my personal story battling mental health and chronic illness as well as more general discussion and then load of tips and tricks I've picked up along the way that have successfully helped me navigate through my journey. It's taken a long time but I'm excited to finally share. Hope everyone is doing well.

sezzles149

@jessicaDragonic You're okay! Despite everything I'm really thankful I was able to write as much as I did for my Rascal fanfic! Good times
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jessicaDragonic

@sezzles149 ... Okay now I feel guilty- I'm sorry...!!! I hope I didn't pressure youuu! :((
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