sh1nn13

god, im sorry. im such a failure. i was raised to be an amazing artist, like my dad. i was always 'good' at art as a child. my dad was constantly complimenting my work, and saying he can't even draw like that. they were all lies. my art has gotten so much worse. i hate it. it will never get better. all those years wasted for nothing.

sh1nn13

god, im sorry. im such a failure. i was raised to be an amazing artist, like my dad. i was always 'good' at art as a child. my dad was constantly complimenting my work, and saying he can't even draw like that. they were all lies. my art has gotten so much worse. i hate it. it will never get better. all those years wasted for nothing.

sh1nn13

i'd do anything to hear your voice in person. its been an amazing 5 months with you. the endless phone calls, the messages. everything. every second spent interacting with you is a special one to me. i never forget anything you say. you take time to watch me play games, you help me with some games, we play together too. i appreciate you more than anything. i love you. <3

sh1nn13

my only wish is for him to be with me right now. just to hug him and tell him about my problems. i would watch whatever he wanted to all day. i'm in texas while my heart is somewhere in germany. please travel here. i would do anything just to see your precious face, your adorable smile. my only wish is to meet you. that's all i want. i would sacrifice everything i have for you. i love you so goddamn much.