ik you're never going to read this and that I'm probably embarrassing myself but our distance hurt me like hell and I tried to reach you for years, just to see how you were doing, but ig you blocked me everywhere, I want u to know that I miss you n your company, I still have those poetry pieces you wrote 4 me in English and Spanish, sometimes I cry reading them bc I know that no-one is going to love me the way u did and I really hope you're doing better now, ily s