Okay so… it’s been a minute…
I’ve had a lot go on in my personal life and I just completely shelved writing and focused on work, my studies and the gym.
I’ve had ample time to write, but I’ll be honest, I’m just lazy. Don’t get me wrong, I still type out ideas on my phone when I can but on my days off, I just put it in the too hard basket. And to be honest… I’ve lost inspiration to write. It’s sad, especially as someone who wanted to do this full time.
Right now, my priority is my health, work, the gym and my studies. I am doing a course for work (Timber Systems & Design) and a course outside of work (cert 3 & 4 in Fitness). It was smooth sailing with my fitness course but then my course at work started last week and I’m a bit like “uh oh.”
The dream is to become a PT but obviously I can’t just get my qualification and then magically make money as a PT. I have to build up a little side hustle. My boss even said he’d let me leave an hour early if I had to meet clients. He thinks it’ll be a side hustle and who knows, maybe it will be. Maybe I’ll do my course for work, become awesome at designing and want to stay but still do PT on the side.
Where does this leave Wattpad? I don’t know.
I’ll never unpublish my work or take down my account or anything like that. But I’ll never be consistent with posting and you guys don’t deserve that. But if you’re willing to stick around, thank you. If you’re not… I understand.
Thank you. It’s been a helluva ride.
Wattpad has helped me (and traumatised me) in ways I can’t explain. I met my best friend @killabish here.
This isn’t goodbye, this is… I’ll see you around… stranger ;)
– shadesofveins.